Grumble
03-02-2003, 06:41 PM
Hi my Pixies friends,
I have been quiet lately having so much stuff to deal with.
The woman who I was waiting for for nearly 3 years dumped me because shr thought I was having affairs with all and sundry due to long campaign from some hacker. Now she is marrying someone else.
Tough to take but my friends have been wonderful.
My Mother is dying of lung cancer. It is less than a year since I lost my dad. it is a blessing we dont have 3 parents, I couldnt take it 3 years in a row. My brothers and Sister are all wonderful and we have always been a pretty tight group but now we are each others support group.
I have finally got a job. The one I was going for last year. It was delayed till now. Mum gave me her car with the blessing of my siblings and that will make a huge difference. I have mums dog Holly a golden Lab.
Whilst doing a looking for work course I met a lovely young woman named Laura. Despite the big age difference I asked her out and on Wednesday we are going on a date. We have both spoken and neither is looking for a life partnership with each other but there is some attraction there that may break my self imposed 3 year celibacy.
I met a lady in Pixies chat and we have become great friends. She has supported me and when I went off line for a time due to an emergency with mum, actually rang to find out if i was ok.
We are both attracted to each other and are making plans to meet later in the year and see if something can happen between us face to face. She encouraged me to go out with Laura whilst she was not with me.
She is one in a million and thinks a lot like me and is open honest and sexual.
So though there is some sadness in my life, the agony of the last 3 years is over and there seems to be some sunny periods ahead.
I am allowed the freedom to have friends, contribute to pixies and be myself because I have found someone who is trusting and understanding.
Through Pixies I may well have turned my life around
I have been quiet lately having so much stuff to deal with.
The woman who I was waiting for for nearly 3 years dumped me because shr thought I was having affairs with all and sundry due to long campaign from some hacker. Now she is marrying someone else.
Tough to take but my friends have been wonderful.
My Mother is dying of lung cancer. It is less than a year since I lost my dad. it is a blessing we dont have 3 parents, I couldnt take it 3 years in a row. My brothers and Sister are all wonderful and we have always been a pretty tight group but now we are each others support group.
I have finally got a job. The one I was going for last year. It was delayed till now. Mum gave me her car with the blessing of my siblings and that will make a huge difference. I have mums dog Holly a golden Lab.
Whilst doing a looking for work course I met a lovely young woman named Laura. Despite the big age difference I asked her out and on Wednesday we are going on a date. We have both spoken and neither is looking for a life partnership with each other but there is some attraction there that may break my self imposed 3 year celibacy.
I met a lady in Pixies chat and we have become great friends. She has supported me and when I went off line for a time due to an emergency with mum, actually rang to find out if i was ok.
We are both attracted to each other and are making plans to meet later in the year and see if something can happen between us face to face. She encouraged me to go out with Laura whilst she was not with me.
She is one in a million and thinks a lot like me and is open honest and sexual.
So though there is some sadness in my life, the agony of the last 3 years is over and there seems to be some sunny periods ahead.
I am allowed the freedom to have friends, contribute to pixies and be myself because I have found someone who is trusting and understanding.
Through Pixies I may well have turned my life around