I would have to agree with the theory of when I couldn't smoke vs. when I could. When I could, I would make up for when I couldn't LOL - did that make sense? I don't know if that was killing me more than if I could smoke more conveniently as I think that just having the one has the potential to kill me.

That being said, when I smoked, I was a polite smoker. Even in my own home - if someone was visiting me that didn't smoke, I would ask if they minded if I did or I would leave the room for a bit (or even just not smoke). I have had people say that they did mind, and I didn't light up.

I am now in the process of quitting. It is not easy. It is by far the hardest thing I have ever had to do and it pisses me off that I am weak and give in to the addiction. I was at 10 days and I gave in this weekend (damn - shit - damn). But, I will start over because I AM GOING to quit!!!!!! So, if hoofing it a mile or more to a place where I can smoke will make me not smoke then I am for it!!!!!!!!!!

Besides that - it is getting in the way of my fucking!!!!!!!!!!

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