Oh Lixy, I am so very sorry for your loss. I know how it feels...we had to put down our beloved cat earlier this year. It was brutually tough for us...still is....but the pain has eased some with the presence of a new little kitten in our home. He'll never be able to replace what we lost but, as a unique individual, has a joy all his own.

God Bless...

(((Lixy)))