I understand your remarks wholly Lilith! I'm feeling the same way but use some of the positive talk IAKG mentions when it starts to get the best of me. I weighed in this morning and was pleasantly surprised to have a 2 lb loss. That's a total of 13 for me. I have another 13 to get to my first mini goal.

My treadmill is coming today and I hope that will help with some of my struggles. Right now I'm pretty much inactive, so this can only help in my weight loss goals.