O Gawd NO!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

you are right, enough is enough!

I wanna hop on a plane right now...but all i can offer is my love and support for you and Sharni.

I was away for a few days and one of the first things that i asked Mayhem was, "How is Sharni doing? anymore updates?" I worry, and still worry over all of you.