osuche you are not the underperformer. I have struggled for months now and have lost little and even gained some. My health is in poor condition and I have absolutely no energy to exercise with. And everything I just said are excuses and excuses are the reason I'm getting nowhere. I manage and control so many aspects of my life well not to mention other people too but this is one area where I fail myself repeatedly. I just try to gather the courage to admit I fucked up today and try to focus my energies on waking up and starting again. Like Mr. O my behavior specialist says, the fights not over til I refuse to get back up.

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