I was BAD, BAD, BAD for several days there ... but now I'm ready to get and be serious about this again for a more extended period of time again ... somehow knowing that my birthday was coming up and that I'd be celebrating (a bit TOOO much) negatively affected my motivation ... so now the day is past and no "excuse" days in the near future ... considering it has been almost 6 months, I have not made nearly enough progress ... so I'm getting in the mind set to push at myself a whole lot more!!!