OMG....where do I start...

well just found out that my little brother is goin to be goin to Iraq. He will be goin into buildings to see if they are clear. He will be leaving in August to go over there....He will however get to come home for 10 days before that so we do get to see him before he goes over there.

I used to be all for the war...fighting for our freedom and all but now I know I still feel that way but now It is more personal. My baby brother is goin to be the one fighting. He is only 18. Still just a baby. Now I am just not so sure.

Then the other day right as I was getting off work Craig calls....a guy I worked with. I was getting really close to a relationship with him and then he goes and takes a job in Iraq. All be it a very good payin job but never the less it is in Iraq. And he had to sign a contract for 1 year. So he is over there too. He was so sweet on the phone. Did give me his email addy so I guess there is hope.

Also, I am trying to figure out how to get back out into the dating game. And also to find like minded people in my area. I want to experiment with the thoughts and ideas I have but dont want to scare anyone "normal" away. So I am working on that.

Basically just trying to figure out how to balance life and love...

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DAMN, YOU ARE A SEXY ONE-skipthisone

I beleive in the sweet spot, soft-core pornography, opening your presents Christmas morning rather than Christmas Eve, and I beleive in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days. Kevin Costner/Bull Duram

"Your body as well as mine has needs. This is juat a little foreplay to highten our desire for each other. If we play out the game of love to it's natural conclusion, you'll experience fulfillment. Give yourself up to me and I'll guide you along the path to pareadise. Together we will be like fire and ice, love and hate, life and death." Virginia Henley

WANTED: a moment when you kiss someone and eveything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person and you relize that he is the only person your suppose to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. You want to laugh and you want to cry. Cause you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared it will all go away at the same time.