Have you ever seen a picture of yourself and thought, "Oh my god, that can't be what I look like, can it?" That happened to me today. It was just so odd. I mean, I see myself every day in the mirror and I know that I need to add a few pounds but for some reason when I saw an actual photo of myself I was absolutely mortified.

The 15 lbs that I had hoped to gain is now being pushed to 25. I'm pretty sure I won't be able to put on that much but I have to simply bust my ass and bust my ass over and over until I get there. I simply don't feel like the person I saw in the picture and I don't want to look like that person either. This disease has pissed me off and pissed me off good. Time for me to take over total control again.

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No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever. ~~ Francois Mocuriac

Confucius say, "He who masturbate into cash register come into money."

An optimist looks at the glass and says it's half full. A pessimist looks at the glass and says it's half empty. A Cubs fan looks at the glass and says, "When's it gonna spill?"

Deus Impetitio Esuritori Nullus