Awwwwwww (((((gg)))))...I can feel your pain in your words.

I'm sorry for your sense of loss! It's gotta be especially difficult that you can't physically reach out and share in the loss of the iguana via a memorial and exchanging hugs and personal memories. I can understnd how that could play with your head a bit.

Rest assured...you aren't a nut! Who's to say what is normal in the mourning process. A mighty oak can grow from a tiny seed. Your long distance feelings are large no matter that your face to face time was nil.

Embrace your sensitivity. It's a wonderful tribute to the friend[s] you lost!

My thoughts are with you!

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