Sharni, so sorry for your loss. Sending hugs your way. I am certain that your mum knew that you loved her and also certain she loved you and your crew with all she had. Wish you could have been there in those final moments, but I feel certain that even though you may not have been there, she felt your love with her all the same. Be well and happy as soon as you can, celebrate her life and yours in a way that has meaning to you! Sending more hugs .... wish there was more to be done that would help!!!