i'm quitting smoking. today is my first day. i've had two smokes, one with my coffee and another one after a stressful phone call. so far so good. i have, have, have to quit, no choice anymore. i'd hate to be on the path to beating cancer only to die of pneumonia during chemo. even though i know i must quit or risk getting even sicker while on chemo, it's still really hard, (though not as hard, i imagine, as just quitting for the sake of long term effects) it's especially hard cutting out the smokes i enjoy having, like the ones with coffee and after dinner, cutting out the just cause smokes hasn't been so bad, though.

wish me luck and will power!

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Trees give peace to the souls of men * Nora Waln

The forest would be very quiet if no other birds sang than those who sing the best * Henry van Dyke

some fairly sordid tales, rambles, and anecdotes
Hypothetically Speaking * Something More * Cammy Interrupted * An Experimental Vacation * Masked * so..damn..hot * Thank You * My toy, his idea * no.19 Maple Lane * I Have A Surprise For You * Yesterday * In a Quiet Kitchen * help me decide * untitled prose * more untitled prose