lmao^^^ i actaully have flaps. skins flaps. eeeewwww.

hi all (((hugs))) thanks bunches for the bunches of good thoughts! i'm in great spirits, sore and all hoppy on percs. boobless, perhaps, but tumorless too - and future-ly tumorless as well, with luck. my nuses (all female, alas) were wonderful but it's very good to be home. got home thursday. path came back on my lymph nodes and three out of 5 were clean. i have these nasty drainage tubes coming out of my skin (think borg from star trek. double eeew ans shiver) that empty into these rubber bulbs. they work on suction, if you get my drift. i actually have to "milk" the tubes a few times a day and empty the bulbs and they totally gross me out. one time i tried to grasp the thing to close to my skin and i litterally almost passed out. i can't seperate myself from the sheer ickiness of it. luckily the doc said just grasping them below my bra line is good enough. oh, and i've got approximately three thousand staples in the skin on my chest.

did you puke yet? well...you said you wanted details.

(((more hugs)))

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some fairly sordid tales, rambles, and anecdotes
Hypothetically Speaking * Something More * Cammy Interrupted * An Experimental Vacation * Masked * so..damn..hot * Thank You * My toy, his idea * no.19 Maple Lane * I Have A Surprise For You * Yesterday * In a Quiet Kitchen * help me decide * untitled prose * more untitled prose