lol, db. fat chance, but i will have time for a
bit more smut-gaming.
i love you guys. (((hugs)) and thanks
i have a quick thought i wanna share.
i've had a couple messagesfrom pixies saying that they are thinking of me, but feel bad or guilty or unsure of posting here. i
know this sucks. cancer sucks. that's all there is to it. it's hard and it's hard on your friends and family. it's even hard on people you've "never" met.

i'm here to say DO NOT feel bad if you've had the same thought. you don't have to PM or post here or do
anything that you don't want to, but don't think for a second that just because i don't hear from you personally, or that because you don't post here, that i think that means you don't care. this thread isn't here for me to keep shoving all this cancer crap down your throats, or to garner hugs (or pity) when i post updates. it's the opposite. it's just to keep you in the loop, so to speak, exactly because i know many of you do care.
