Hmmmmmmm? I hate to say this mmm_mmm_good, but this is becoming curiouser and curiouser.......but I do have a thought!

Sounds to me that, maybe since you've found such excitement and intensity from the powerful pulse of the vibrator......that you've lost the the "spot" of intense excitement from just the touch of your own hand! It's a typical enigma! Pardon the oxymoron........but, it was fitting here!

The feeling of manual masturbation is ever changing for me. I'm primarily right handed and yet there are rare moments when only my left hand will "get me there"! Visual stimulation in concurrence with manual stimulation is such a turn on.......yet there are times when one pic can "do it" and another, very similar pic, can make me shut down! Masturbation isn't really a scientific act in which slot A fits into slot B and there can be no other way to achieve the final result!

Experimentation and the process of elimination has helped me through the years (I am 45......in case you wondered.......don't be alarmed by that.....I am a very "young" 45....lol!).....and when something doesn't work.....I try something else. Maybe a small deviation.....but it's different none the less.

Whatever you do hun.......don't fret over this as if you are the only one to have this happen to you! Where there is good.......there always lurks the existence of bad! It's just how we handle the bad that makes it worse or better! If we've never known bad.......how would we know what good is?

Try something new.......turn over on your belly or read an erotic novel in one hand while roaming your body with the other, or take a warm bath before.......or ANYTHING different......and then try and manually stimulate yourself with slow, non-thought-out moves! Surprise yourself! Be loving to yourself! Just don't scold yourself for not adding up to expectations that you have but haven't achieved. It'll happen again.......just let youself let it happen!

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Minds are like parachutes. They only work when they are open.

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