Awwww pinkbutton hun!!!!!!!!
HUGS!
I suspect that when you asked him "Who do you like more, me or her?" he might have assumed you meant "Who are you more interested in, from a romantic/sexual point of view?". And in that case, surely he's right to answer the other person, given that you a) are in love with someone else, b) are married to someone else and c) have told him on numerous times that you could never leave Pudsey and nothing is going to come of your relationship save for great friendship and awesome sex?
So of course he's going to be more interested in the other woman.
But I am, of course, assuming that's what he thought you meant.
As for how much he values your friendship or whatever, I honestly couldn't say. But from what you've told me about him and what I've gleamed from your messages is that you two are very close friends, and I'm sure he values that very highly.
PB, it worries me that you're getting so worked up about him. I really think you need to let go a little, let him explore other people as it seems he wants to do, and focus on your own marriage to Pudsey. Once again, that's my best advice hun.
CasperTG
PS Yes I know you're not going to follow this advice either. I'm saying it so that, yet again, I can say "I told you so" lol!
