pussy fucker - thanks very much for your advice. I totally agree with what u have to say actually. I hadnt thought about it but i guess i am being selfish wanting him to all myself when at the end of thst day im amrried and he has no one. Although i think the reason i am being like this is because i am jealous of him having sex with someone else. I mean yeah of course i want him to be happy he knows this but ive also wondered what if he did meet someone would our friendship stop almost cause of all the time he was spending with her. I hate that idea. thanks anyway