I suffer withdrawls when I go a weekend without posting and I would hate myself if I didn't speak up at this point.

I understand why you no longer wish to subject yourself to criticism by posting your opinions. Sometimes it's easier to watch and not speak, but the pangs will not go away. Instead of fretting over why or how you could have offended someone unintentionally, you will be haunted with "if I only spoke up". That's a feeling I'm very familiar with, given my shy nature and "children should be seen and not heard" upbringing.

I say...post all you want and fuck'em if they can't take a joke!

But it's easy to say that when you're the one getting the aggravating pm's.

Sorry.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.