i still talk to him, simply cause its better to have him on my side, and it's easier to be civil. my bit of stuff lives in the same town as my ex and his family do, so i go out there all the time. i dont want to have to be watching my back all the time. his family, well, they drive me absolutly nuts, i hate them with passion.

i saw his mother the other day when i was walking with my honey, she blanked us completly. then, when he passed her without me, she eviled him, big time. he laghed in her face, and walked away.

im just waiting for one of them to actually say something to me in the street, then im just going to let it all come out. let them know just how wonderful their little john boy really is. cause ive had it, im sick to death of being labeled a money grabbing bitch etc etc, im sick of hearing ive done things when i know i havent, its about time they knew the truth, then we'll see who the evil one really is.