I know that there could be problems and most likely it is inevitable because little things are starting already. I need to stress the fact that I am not being forced into anything. It was a dead issue that I brought up because I know that he really wants this and I care so much about him that I only want to please him who wouldn't want to please their partner? That is what good relationships are partly about being giving and if it takes me doing this to accomplish that then I need to be open minded and consider it. Actually, I have decided to do it only I need to be ready first. However, like I said little things are happening already and I have been having feelings about it that aren't all positive but I came to the conclusion that I am having these feelings because I am not secure in my relationship to begin with and the problems have nothing to do with taking part in this. I think before I dive into anything certain issues in my relationship need to be resolved first. I honestly believe that if I am in a more reassured, trustworthy relationship that will be the correct time and I will be ready for the dive but if I was to do it immediatly I know now I can kiss this relationship Goodbye even before anything is planned and I don't want that to happen. Once I have certain issues worked out then I know that this will be something that we both could enjoy but not before my relationship is the way it should be.

PS: You guys have been great with the advice and have given me a lot of things to think about. I have learned so much. Thank You!

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Missy