I really appreciate all of your different perspectives and advice. This whole process of growing up, moving out and moving on has been a lot more complicated than I imagined it to be. I'm sure things will just have to run their course and we'll see what happens.

(((Hugs))) to you all

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Though dreams can be deceiving, like faces are to hearts; they serve for sweet relieving when fantasy and reality lie too far apart.-Fiona Apple