For me, I have always been a sexual person....and I mean always......for as long as I can remember, I have played out sexual fantasies in my mind, when I was very young (four or five years of age) it was based on snippets of things seen on TV (just a scene of someone kissing etc would intrigue me) and as I got older these fantasies and scenarios became more and more complex. Once I'd had my first orgasm, aged eight, I have been fascinated with all things sexual, and read voraciously to gain as much information as possible on the sexual act.

However, in my last relationship, for the first time in my life, I began to lose my sexual curiosity.....I was bored by the kind of sex that was on offer to me, and I lacked the trust in my partner necessary to make our sex life more exciting. He didn't know how to respect a woman as sexual as me, so subsequently, I became a less sexual person, in a subconscious attempt to maintain his respect. This, of course, failed as did the relationship eventually, when another person entered my life who simply re-awoke the sexual side of me, which had been dormant for about three years by this time.

Since then I have learned not to take my sexuality for granted......I cherish it and nurture it (something Pixies is instrumental in) and make sure it's something I always make a lot of effort with. I do have worries about the sexual side of my current relationship, since I know how much effort is needed to maintain a good sexual relationship in a long term situation. Keeping sex interesting and exciting once the novelty has worn off is not as easy as it may sound, and takes commitment from both sides.......for me it's an ongoing issue.

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