I LOVE YOU

Everyone of you are so special, so real, so caring. Thank you times 10,000. Who can have a dry eye reading your beautiful words?

I'm doing better. At work today, I wanted to cut my arm real bad, but I remembered what the crisis line said to do. I rubbed an ice cube over the spot I wanted to cut. It numbed it and it helped. An hour later, I wanted to cut again, so I did the ice cube thing again. It worked!

I made it all day today without cutting myself! I just started listening to music at work today--old cassettes. It's a good sign when I put on my rock and roll shoes. I turned Joe Cooker's "A Little Help From My Friends" full bore and cried tears of joy this time. That song is so true.

My Pixie friends. You are all the greatest! You are real, honest, warm people who kick and scream sometimes and struggle with life, but you keep going. I admire that in all of you. You keep going. I want to keep going.

I Really Love You,
Larry